How Will You End?

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How Will You End?

Yesterday, I felt so defeated mentally. I didn't workout or read scriptures. I kept praying because I knew I just wasn't myself. It was like a big cloud on my mind, trying to make me think sad and focus on all the negativity that's been trying to tear me down. The crazy part is for the first time in a while, I have no major issues that I should be stressing about. Then, instantly the Holy Spirit spoke and said this is how millions feel that don't have a great relationship with me. They are in despair and seem to have all the tangible things but their heart, mind, and soul aren't at rest. I felt so heartbroken for the world.  

This is where the bondage of depression starts and suicidal thoughts start kicking in. I truly believe that when God calls someone to be an intercessor they will start taking on emotions like never before to be able to relate and go into deep praying and fasting. I tell you no lies. I was praying like crazy yesterday with so many tears that I could not control myself. The overwhelming feeling of a energy that just came out of nowhere scared me. I started pondering on the people that are not tapped in like me. They don't know how to call on Jesus and keep calling until change comes. In these cases, he comes very quickly because God promised us peace in abundance. He never withholds his promises.

As I, fought and stood my ground to rebuke that feeling and returned it to the sender. I woke up feeling determined to keep my stance today. To workout, do my daily routines, and to read my daily scriptures. I realized that it is all a set up from satan to make me forfeit my destiny, calling, and enjoy my peace and blessings. He hates peace, happiness, and a bright future. For he knows his future is hell and he wants as many people to follow him there.

I told myself that I will end strong and I will end in confidence knowing who I am. I also promised Christ that I will forever be an ambassador for him and will show the people how to keep their stance at all cost. It's not much for us to do but be intentional about rest. Rest knowing that God will take care of everything if we truly believe and know that, once we've prayed we have given him access to overpower everything.

Today I challenge you to end strong, keep pushing and don't give up on God. Believe that he can do what he says. Do the things he placed in you. Fight the urge of procrastination and excuses. Just Push! ( John 14:27 Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you: not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.)

Affirmation: I will not stop fighting the good fight! I know I am a winner! I know that I am loved!

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