How I Maintain!

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How I Maintain

Today was one of those push days for me. I had to push through and workout. I am proud that I did. I burned off nine hundred and seventy-two calories and put in an hour and a half of workout. After, I felt so awesome and really pondered on the idea of eating right and in increments. I felt a revelation in my spirit, thinking about all the hard work I just did and it can all go to waste just by eating. Then I thought about, what would I write for today's blog? Usually, I have what I want to write about and share, but today I felt a void of thought. So, I sat at my desk staring at my late husband's picture and read the sweet words I wrote to him that is in the picture. As I was reading I couldn't help but think about all of the things I have endured and how I have pushed through and still standing strong. How I miss him so much and thought about how I was feeling in that moment when I wrote those beautiful words.

Life will never be easy and you will experience some hurt that seems so unbearable at the time. Friendships will be lost and people will betray you. In all of this, you still will find your way. You will look back like I did today and thank God for carrying you through. Thanking him that you still have sanity and realizing that what could have buried you actually catapulted you into greatness in character and strength. I never thought that I would be raising my three beautiful children without my husband. I am still in shock that we buried my beautiful twenty-one years old sister last July. I never saw that one coming. God even gave me the strength to preach her eulogy which saved so many souls that day.

Which was a beautiful site to see in a sad way of manifesting. It is like I have this unexplainable peace and strength. Don't get me wrong I cry and have my break down moments. I somehow dust myself off and go another day, that turns into months, which turns into years. I know deep in my heart that it is nothing but the Lord. Only he can give me strength. I am only thirty-five years old and already been married and widowed and a bunch of other sad things that I have endured. One thing is for certain he does not lie. I am living proof of his grace.

Praying that today's blog will give you a reminder of all the things you've overcome and the strength to look all the things that are present in your life with confidence and assurance that it will pass and you will end up on your feet like you always have.

Here is a picture of my handsome Husband and beautiful sister who are now in heaven.


Remember life will happen and pain will come, it is inevitable. However, you determine how long you will allow it to stop you from living and leaving your blueprint here on earth. God bless you all and please keep on living. You can come out of the fire not smelling like smoke!

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