It's Not A Denial It's A Get Ready

It's Not A Denial It's A Get Ready!

This is going to be one of my most personal and truthful blogs to date. Don't get me wrong all my blogs are truthful but this one I will be really transparent. I want to help as many people as I can with my life experiences. I believe this is what life is about. Sharing and caring. I find that many are struggling especially in the Christian community. It is a sad sight to see because we are the ones who should be thriving, no doubt, but we also know many are the afflictions of the righteous. Recently I have been praying for wisdom and for God to reveal to me my mishaps, shortcomings, and areas that need more growth. When I tell you he showed me that and so much more. I had to let the world know too. I was pondering to myself how a lot of us are probably doing the same things. But being scared to pray that specific prayer of revelation some are still blind.

You see many of us are struggling because of our lack of assessment of our ways in our lives. God does provide for his children and he is always there but we are not diligent in learning or shifting our ways that we are missing his blessings. For instance, let's talk about me with my finances. I keep praying and crying asking God to enlarge my territory and he truly has.  I often miss opportunities of abundance, because of lack of discipline with my finances. He will give me enough to get myself out of debt or buy what I need and I don't intentionally watch how I am spending the next thing you know, I am broke and disgusted. It's like that scripture that says forever learning but not applying. I am reading so many financial guidance books and learning from self-development gurus. However, when, I am giving the opportunity I miss it. 

This week the Lord blessed me with five hundred dollars to handle some affairs that I should have been straight for the month. Instead of me sitting down budgeting like I have been learning all this time. I just kept spending and next thing you know it is all gone and what I needed is not fulfilled. Now before you start to shake your head and criticize me think about how you are doing this in your life in whatever area. Instantly, I felt a conviction and I can hear God saying to me this is what your lacking and this is why you feel stagnant. I can't bless you if you will not be diligent in working your blessing. You see God is about multiplying and we have to be honest with ourselves so we can live in abundance for real. 

Please don't beat yourself up, thank God, for the wisdom to get it right and go after it. He knew you would mess up, he is just looking for you to clean up with his help of course. Conviction is for us to get it right not for us to feel condemned and depressed, that ain't nothing but the devil trying to fool with your head. Don't be afraid to pray big and ask God to reveal what you need to be strengthened and corrected in. So you can soar for real.

I am not ashamed I am actually grateful that he answered me and is giving me an opportunity to makes these mistakes with the little so when the big comes I can soar and multiply and be a blessing to others. May this bless your soul and encourage you to know that God isn't saying no. He is simply saying not now, I am maturing you, so you can be the real deal when I reveal you to the masses.

As a great friend just said to me, "don't waste what he is giving you."

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