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What Are You Feeding?

My heart is being filled with despair and confusion. I find myself asking myself, am I truly in purpose? Self-doubting myself and feeling like I am hitting a dead wall. Why? I have been walking by faith thus far, what can possibly be making me feel this way? Hmm, so I ponder, then it hits me, I haven't been feeding my spirit man. So, now I am absorbing all of the world and the things the world has to offer. I am not reading like I should, I am caught up on all the social media garbage, and latest hip hop and RnB music. But the spiritual man is longing to get fed, so it gets lost in the sauce. No armor on, so my thoughts are everywhere. 

This is the mindset of a playing the fence Christian, this is the behavior that you use to participate in the beginning. This is where the devil is pleased. He knows that our mind is our most valuable asset in our walk with God. He is counting on us not to feed our spiritual bodies. All of sudden you're not happy. You find yourself at a standstill and saying to yourself, why do I feel so empty? The warfare is real and the mind has to be protected at all times. I have left myself open and now my most inner parts that were protected is now vulnerable and not confident like it was. I have dropped the ball.

Going to sleep in agony because I want to quit but I know deep down inside I have come too far to give up now. I feel like everybody is laughing at me. They are watching and they think I am slipping. I am starting to look like them and not the set apart individual I once replicated. Sounds delirious, doesn't it? Unfortunately, this is me and many others that have been caught slipping. The walk with God is a delicate situation and you have to stay on the course all day every day. We can not afford to have our guards down.

The good news is that this feeling does not last forever. You can restore and rebuild by simply picking up the pieces. Yes, that easy! Just pick up your bible and dig deep into the scriptures to revitalize your spirit. Pray hard and be honest with God. For, he knows what is going on anyway. Turn off the music and shut down the internet for a few days. Until you can get a hold of yourself. The world looks very appealing when the spirit is not being fed. Remember, Jesus taught us you can't serve two masters. Someone will get neglected, it is inevitable.

Life is very serious and you can't afford to be wavering. It is a sign of unstableness and it takes your peace. That kind of behavior and mindset is not from God. Mental stability is everything. Guard your mind and heart. Stay focus and remember why you came running to God in the first place. Remind yourself that this feeling of uneasiness just isn't worth your happiness and peace. Take everything back now! Don't wait another minute or second. Too much is at stake!

Affirmations: I Am Not A Quitter! I Will Not Let Go Of My Peace! I am feeding My Spirit Man!

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