Just Cry

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Just Cry

I am so tired and so overwhelmed by everything. I fight one battle and here comes another battle. Fighting anxiety and wondering why I still have residue, after I've prayed and given it to God. Then to top it off my money and business still won't add up. Family and friends are far and few.
I am reading scriptures and I am fighting the good fight. Encouraging the world when I need encouragement too.


All I could think of is to just cry. However, this cry is very different it is attached to help me, God. Although my circumstances are heavy, I know God is still God. He is the same God who delivered me from a brain tumor, he is the same God who gave me the strength to raise my children. When I had no food or lights. I literally felt his presence. The crazy part is, I wasn't so broken then and then was very hard.

You see society tells you that crying makes you weak or acknowledging your pain makes you not righteous. That is a lie from the enemy. You are human and humans feel and God knows, he has wrapped you in a fleshly body. He just doesn't want you to stay stuck. Crying for days and letting it turn into a depression that prohibits you from moving forward into purpose.

(Ecclesiastes 3;4 A time to weep, and a time to laugh, a time to mourn.) 
(Matthew 11;28 Come to me, all you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest.)

God is faithful and yes he does move in and on his own time. He loves you and will never ask you to live holy and faithful and not show up.

I love you and I know first hand how hard it is but he got you!

So go calm down and rest after you wipe your tears. Things are changing. There will be a lesson and a breakthrough in those rough spots.

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Comments

  1. Talesha TuckerDecember 31, 2019 at 10:12 AM

    To God be the Glory Bless you sis because you are a Blessing♥️😘

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    1. Fallon BrownNovember 30, 2020 at 11:50 AM

      We need real vulnerable moments like this.

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