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Just Cry I am so tired and so overwhelmed by everything. I fight one battle and here comes another battle. Fighting anxiety and wondering why I still have residue, after I've prayed and given it to God. Then to top it off my money and business still won't add up. Family and friends are far and few. I am reading scriptures and I am fighting the good fight. Encouraging the world when I need encouragement too. All I could think of is to just cry. However, this cry is very different it is attached to help me, God. Although my circumstances are heavy, I know God is still God. He is the same God who delivered me from a brain tumor, he is the same God who gave me the strength to raise my children. When I had no food or lights. I literally felt his presence. The crazy part is, I wasn't so broken then and then was very hard. You see society tells you that crying makes you weak or acknowledging your pain makes you not righteous. That is a lie from the enemy. You are human and...

BELIEVE Believe accept (something)  feel sure of the truth of or hold (something) as an opinion; think or suppose. I need everyone reading this to believe God again. Know in your heart that God will do everything he said. Our thoughts are holding us back from God's best. We need to take back everything that our own thoughts have stolen. We give the devil to much credit. It is our stinking thinking that is blocking our advancement here on earth. Jesus came to give us life abundantly! This is not the season to be faint-hearted or stagnant in our purpose. I know the journey had some curveballs but that does not mean you quit. Your job is to stay focus. If you had to go back to work, then why aren't you working on your dream when you leave work? You are required to make time. You can't give the devil no time to derail you. Confuse him by believing and moving in faith. Persistence and Faith is what moves God. payhip.com/fallonbrownpublsihingltd Subscribe to my Yout...

It's Time! There is a time when one should learn and a time when one should apply. Many of us are still parading in the learning stages when we should be walking in confidence as we apply what we know. How can we constantly read the scriptures but refuse to put the words into action? The bible states that it is impossible to please God without faith (Hebrews 11;7). This means that after a while we should be walking in faith exercising what we read and what we know. That is, Jesus is real, and he is faithful. No more living in fear, lack, or confusion. We should know in our hearts that our steps are ordered by the Lord. I write all this to say stop moving in this world as if you are alone. 1 John states that what we ask in prayer we will receive. (1 John 5; 15) This is why we should be praying for wisdom and direction. The Holy Spirit will always guide and lead you. God will always make a way out of no way. Let this be your confirmation to trust God and live in faith. No more...

Seek The Lord I truly don't know where to start this blog. I am still on a high, from my time with God. The more I seek Jesus, the more he reveals to me. God is so faithful and very compassionate, he wants us to dodge hell and reside in heaven. We must focus on that. Sadly, living in this world, we get so caught on finances and relationships which are all distractions from Satan. It is his tactic to keep us from pressing toward God. We find ourselves worried and weighed down with the cares of this world. On the contrary, which goes against the word of God. Which states to cast our cares on God and to worry not for anything. God is our source. It is not just a mantra it is the truth. Today, the Holy Spirit, revealed to me how Jesus went to hell, the prison of the spirits to minister to the generation of Noah. (1Peter 3:19 NLT) This blessed my soul. This is unconditional love. Jesus is love. This is why we must stay in the word of God, it reminds us who we serve and how he works....

He Does His Job I think this will be one of my most honest blogs to date. To be honest it is safe to say, that I am forcing myself to write this blog. I feel like the devil wins his battles and always plays his position to the point where he is wearing me out. I know that God is real and he has reign over all. It still doesn't take away the sting of every attack I face from Satan. It's like the more I press into God in prayer and worship, the more Satan attacks my peace, finances, plans, and etc. It can become very draining on my spirit. This is when I force myself and my mind to believe what I know. This is the time when the scriptures come to life. You see, the word of God is very accurate and it states that Satan will always attack you. It's exact words, are he comes to steal, kill, and to destroy as well as many are the afflictions of the righteous. What I love about many are the afflictions, in the same sentence it says God delivers us out them all. We have assu...

Have you ever notice, how someone can always critique or have numerous opinions on someone else's affairs in life? Constantly, going out of their way to get the scoop or talking about others. These folks usually have so much insane drama in their own lives. It is their way of masking and ignoring the issues in their own life. The Bible explains to us that these folks are busybodies and gossipers. God yields us to have nothing to do with this kind of folks. These kinds of people love chaos and hate peace. They are manipulators of satan. God is the God of peace. We must understand that satan comes to steal, kill, and destroy. Anything, that costs us our peace is costing us too much. I don't care how much a person attends church, or quoting scriptures, look at their fruit. A true God-fearing soul is seeking peace. They have the wisdom to know that certain things you take into prayer. If you are dealing with such an individual, I beckon you to stay away from them. Pray for thei...

Practice What I Preach!  I feel so convicted today. I can hear the Holy Spirit, reminding me of the unfinished business that I have. How I constantly feel frustrated about things that I have truly abandoned. I haven't written a blog, since, August. The inconsistency is not pleasing to God. I prayed and asked, God, to give me an opportunity to blog and even wanted some ads on my blog. Which he did and all I was to do, is stay consistent in my faith, as he grows my audience. Be mindful and appreciative of the readers that I do have. I often, discuss, being mindful of spiritual clues. Well, this time, I have so many. My Pastor, Toure' Roberts, is teaching on consistency. It is a very powerful series. I encourage you to watch him on YouTube. As, he, is teaching this series, I have been praying. Asking God, to help me to stay consistent. Next thing, the Holy Spirit, through a speaker, Heather Lindsey talked about blogging, and how she kept going when no one was reading her blogs...

Don't Try To Figure Things Out! There are numerous scriptures in the bible to trust God and not to lean on our own understanding. In conclude, that means, don't try to figure things out. That is God's job. The only thing that God requires of us, is to trust him and be obedient to his word. I know that it is easier said than done. Once it's your turn to put things in action, it is hard. However, we must apply what we know. There is a difference between knowing a thing and doing a thing. No matter what, we are to do. The devil whole objective is to prevent us from doing. He works overtime to frustrate us from wanting to willing believe and trust God. Things like frustrating our plans, influencing close friends, and family. These all are his schemes to derail us. I say with a deep boldness and truth, don't give up! Know that in due season things will get better and you will reign in the glory and full manifestations of God. This is not the time to get faint. T...

Never Let Them See You Sweat Problems will always arise and delays will always occur. In it all, you must remain, the same. Never allowing yourself to be moved out of position. The devil whole objective is to distract you from greatness. To delay your process and journey to greatness. You have to trust God in every area and push through. After all, the bible states that God will work all things out for our good. (Romans 8;28) You can rest in that and remove the stress of the what if's. You must be prepared for the battles at hand to produce. You can't be easily moved or swayed by distractions. You can be and achieve anything you want in life, especially if it is apart of God's plan for your life. I think about Issac and his companions, every time he dug a well his adversaries would complain and steal it from him. He never let it stop him from digging. Eventually, after numerous times he was able to keep a well. (Genesis 26;17-22) You have to be determined like Issac o...

Every Knee Will Bow I think it is very important that we remember who we serve. There is a scripture that reads, "many are the afflictions of the righteous (Psalms 34;19) ." God is saying you will face many trials here on earth. However, I promise to deliver you out of them all. We are so used to being deceived that when God is speaking his truth. We shun from it, because it is so simple. He does not over exaggerate or be extra intellectual. He is just simply saying, you will face trials, but I will deliver you if you put your trust in me. When the guards came to arrest him. They fell to the ground as he proclaimed himself as Jesus ( John 18;6) . Proving that every knee will bow. Always remember that God is power. He is God and not god. You can put your hope in him and trust to reign in that hope. It is time we stop focusing on the negative in our life and just give it to the person who is asking for our trials. We won't even attempt to rest in Jesus. You can't pr...

It Will Chase You! One thing, I have learned about God, the more you trust him, the more he will chase you down with blessings. We have mastered the art of loving God but not trusting him. The end results of not trusting God is lack, depression, sickness, and all other matters that should be given to him. Think about most illnesses that we carry, most stem from stress. Poverty comes from a lack of trust in God when he gives us an idea or opportunity. The lack of educating ourselves to learn finances. Leading many to work jobs that are overworking and baring no fruit. We all have a purpose to achieve and in that purpose is abundance. Think about the widow and her son, the Prophet, came knocking on her door with the overflow of blessings. (1 King 17; 7-16) The Lord has a way of moving on our behalf and ways that are unexplainable to many. The word of God teaches us that it is impossible to please God without faith. (Hebrew 11;6) Faith is the baseline for trust. Here is the l...

Your Steps Are Ordered Life has many ups and downs and with that you can feel like you are walking in a maze of uncertainty. The truth is, you are walking exactly in the direction that God has predestined for you. The bible teaches us that a good man steps are ordered. What does that mean? Once you say yes to Jesus, following his decrees, accepting him, and believing in him, your steps are ordered. You are now in the will of God. He has a plan for our life and has created that plan for each and every one of us. We must listen to that still small voice within, that is our compass that he uses to lead us in the path that he has created for us. This is why you must be confident in who you are in Christ. You have to spend time with him, by reading his word and praying to him. The relationship between you and him grows and you become more aware of the predestined paths to take. Live in confidence knowing no matter the storm or even the breakthroughs that you may experience are in God...

Don't Believe The Hype We are in a generation where people are trying to avoid the process. Many have eluded that manifestation is possible without process. Confusing people to believe that everything happens in an instant.  Don't get me wrong, the internet has made information easy to obtain and with the right mindset you can become a billionaire in your early twenties. However, you still need the right self-developmental skills to keep what you have acquired. You still need to go through the process of knowing who you are and what you want out of life. The niche will only work if you are dedicated to winning. Nothing happens overnight. It took Jeff Besos, the owner of Amazon, years to become who he is today. This is the secular process, so imagine the spiritual journey. Even with God, there is a process. You can't skip straight into breakthrough and purpose without pruning. In fact, John 15;2 teaches us that God prunes those he loves. (John 15;2 KJV Every branch in m...

Just Do It As I sit here chatting with my daughter about life and the endless possibilities that life holds. I hear in my spirit, just do it. So many people make excuses, why they can't do it. Yet they follow and watch people do it, every day and really be invested in other people's lives. The underlying truth is rejection, people are afraid of failing or looking stupid to their peers. The difference between the ones that jump out the boat and the ones that don't, is bravery. The ones that jump out of the boat in faith are not worried about the opinions of others. They are fully invested in changing their circumstances. To them, foolery is being broke and living an unfulfilled life. They have counted the cost of living average and just won't settle. Regrets are the results, of being a coward and leaves one feeling unfulfilled as they grow old. We are now living, in a beautiful time, where you can truly be whatever you want to be. We are now not restricted by age and...

Stay Consistent In Your Calling Consistency is required when you have been called to a purpose. It is a necessity for your calling. Warfare will be knocking on your door because of the anointing on your life. The trials and tribulations that are associated with your purpose, will be so overwhelming at times, that you will question God and question yourself about staying the course. In, this hour, you must remain confident in God and consistent in what he placed on your heart. You must not shrink back in fear and talk yourself out of the very thing that he told you to do. Opposition comes when prophecy has been spoken and God will confirm his task for you. The peace associated when the word was spoken is your confirmation from God. When God isn't in something there is no peace. Although, oppressing follows prophesy there is peace in the storm always. Peace and pain are two different things; we should never mistake one for the other and make it our excuse to quit. Be diligent and...

Even When It Hurts The most hurting thing in life is when all fails when you try. This can really make or break your character. The moment when you decide you're going to be average or brilliant. In fact, every person that you admire in life had a crossroad with this moment. They had experienced the same frustration as you but they learned to use it to fuel their desire to win. I can't lie even as I write this, I too, am at a crossroad. Do I quit what I know I am born to do and go back to safe, secure, and certainty average living? Or remember my why and keep fighting for what I know God has purposed me to do. Nothing comes easy, even Jesus taking the cross was depressing and heartfelt for him. His moment in the garden of Gethsemane taught us this. He felt every emotion that we face but in it all, he trusted God and pursued purpose. It will never be easy, even when in purpose there will be something to overcome. The beauty in it all is we have a promise from God to not go t...

They Will Lie Yesterday, I was led by the Holy Spirit to teach a profound message on the liar that will try to derail you from greatness. How people who can't stand each other will team up to tear you down. Yes, it hurts but you can't stop at every barking dog. You must only stop at the ones biting you. Even, Judas was used to catapult Jesus into destiny. The power of the anointing you hold intimidates the enemy. The gather of the liars is used to destroy your confidence in yourself and in God. You must be strategic in your walk and connected to the source. Which is the word of God. Let no one derail you from the promise and remember the truth always comes out. One thing, about light it can't be detained by darkness. This is why you do not fret when they conspire, you know the truth and it will be revealed.  Continue to soar and walk into your anointing.  You can watch the teaching in the link below. Please Subscribe to this Channel.   You can purchase all ...

Won Someone took the hand you have and won with it. As, I, sat in the library and looked around, I saw a picture of Oprah Winfrey. Staring at me and instantly, I heard a voice in my head and it said: "she was dealt a harsh hand but she won." Even the document I was printing, a story about Ruby Bridges and I realized she had won. I couldn't help but feel convicted. I woke up this morning a little frustrated how things are going in my life. Feeling overlooked and underpaid. Not understanding, why the people of God have to endure so much? Honestly, I wanted to complain but the scriptures have taught me that doesn't please God so I try my best to refrain from it. Instead, I recite scriptures in my head and force myself to think positive. Since I am being honest, I did not want to even write this blog. However, I kept hearing in my head "someone won with the hand you have." I knew in my heart that I needed to share that same metaphor with you. Listen, I can...

Read! Your Life Depends On It! The more life gets me frustrated the more I have to lean on the scriptures. I've noticed that it is very easy to forget something when you're under stress but when I start my day with exercise and the word of God, I seem more in control of my feelings. The truth of the matter is, it is our feelings that are governing us in time of need or frustration. The reading of the Bible helps me to renew my mind and control my thoughts. You see, if I don't get a hand of me then I control myself with stupid illusions. That means emotions everywhere. Let me elaborate if you start your day with social media and everyone else's problems first you will become out of whack and not in sync with God. Your emotions will lead. If you start your day with Jesus first then your perspective will be different. You will hold on to the confidence of your faith of what you just meditated on in the bible. You will be quick to rebuke a thing and move on.  Spiritu...

Push With Pain Life can feel so unbearable at times and make you want to throw in the towel. Friends aren't the same and support can feel far away then near. Endeavors may seem unprosperous and you feel like you are the only one not winning. This is the time you press into God and renew your mind. You are closer than you think. In fact, you would be a fool if you quit now. Waste all of your hard work, tears, and experience. These are the times that the successful pioneers warned us about. When they had to use grit and grind until they saw manifestations. To be honest, the devil is betting on you to fold (quit) . Nothing happens overnight and if it does it is is not sustainable. You want longevity, something that your children's children can glean from. This type of success takes time. Trust God and continue to do the work. Think about the farmer and the process he endures to see the harvest of his field. The same process applies to us in our journey to success. This is w...

Find Your Push Today, I did not want to get out of bed. I wanted to have a self-pity party and drown in sorrow. Going up and down my social media feeds feeling like, "what am I doing wrong?" Not realizing I was comparing my current position with someone else's. Before it got out of hand, I prayed and as I was praying, someone messaged me asking for prayer. I knew deep down inside that was God's way of saying, my child, you are valuable. Instantly I got in leadership mold and got on my knees and prayed for her. I felt convicted because I almost forgot that I am running my own race. My journey is going right in alignment on how the Lord wants it to flow. Timing is everything in the kingdom of God. Jesus had a set time when he was to enter earth. We have to trust God. Let me encourage you with my truth, no one is exempt in feeling defeated for a moment. The thing is you can't stay in that mindset you must shift those thoughts. You know what I did. I got my...