Fallon's Thoughts

Ain't No Looking Back  I will be the first to admit, there is a uncomfortable feeling of moving toward the unknown. You wanna press through and receive all that God has for you but something deep inside is so use to the normalcy even if it's determent to our walk in life. You see you and I are at times no different from the Israelite's that fled from Egypt. God did some amazing things right before their eyes but somehow they still complained and at times said they wanna go back into slavery instead of pressing toward the promise that God had for them. I don't know about you but when I read about it in the bible (Exodus, Numbers, and Joshua) I found myself calling them fools and ignorant but Hello! I have been guilty of stinking thinking and doubt to many times to count, despite all of the amazing miracles God has done in my life when things doesn't look clear or packaged the way I envisioned I get scared. I start pondering on the idea of going back into the work...

In The Midst As the world turns and situations occur you have a choice. You can either let God take control or you can let your emotions take control. As easy as one might think, it is so easy to let your feelings and emotions reign. You get this feeling in your gut and your emotions start to fester and you feel like if you don't react or respond that your intestines will bust. Like, your body literally takes control over you if you let it. Personally this battle has been just that a battle. I am very out spoken and must be heard, however, I have learned that my peace is so much more better than being heard sometimes. The situation has already occurred and my wrong reaction can make matters worst. I think about my sister's death this summer and how angry I get when I think about her life being cut short and people are in their feelings because of their family member's ignorance. How the world is filled with rage and hate and its incapability to really love or have compas...