Endurance Until The End!

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Endurance Until The End

It is so funny how life challenges you when you decide to follow God and trust him. All of sudden everything tries to go wrong, things that once ran smoothly are now being tested. Pushing you to the limits of breakage or giving up. Smiling and trying to keep your composure when deep down inside you wanna scream or cry so loud until you can't contain yourself. This is where you literally have two options, give up, or keep going. Do what Paul told us in the bible or fleet and play it safe. The thing is to fleet seems easy but then you might find yourself living with many regrets. Constantly thinking the what if? The staying the path route will give you gratitude and will produce fruit. Yes, it hurts and cost you some tears and sleepless nights. However, you won't spend the rest of your life wondering what would of happened if you just stayed the course.


Every great heroic person we admire pushed thorugh some sad and enduring screnerios. They wanted it so bad that they didn't let the cost stagnate them, they wiped their tears and kept it pushing. I kid you not this has been on of the most enduring times of my life and at the same time fufilling. Utilizing everything I know about faith and more. Truly whole heartily depending on God and following the dreams he placed in my heart. Losing friends and family members along the way, between deaths and insecurities. Trying to push through the pain of depair and emotions that for some may be unbearable but for me God has grace me through it. Fighting the thoughts of questioning myself and resisting the urge to submit to the negative thoughts of doubts and fear.


I promised myself that I was going to give me all I had and that included pushing through feelings and emotions. I've learned that they sometimes lead you in the wrong direction of destiny. They confuse you and cloud your judgment. That's why every day I thank God for The Holy Spirit. It is my guide to everything in this thing called life. I constantly watch people I admire and listen to their stories of endurance and it keeps me motivated. I know that I want to be more than mediocore and if that means going without for a little or sacrificing tears for a moment then that's what I'll do. I don't want to die full of dreams and aspirations. I want to die empty, knowing that I fufilled everything the Lord planned for me. Besides, his ways are always better. I challenge myself everyday. Whatever obstacles occurs I pray and then keep it moving. I don't even give myself time to feel the residue of the situation. I just quote a scripture in my head and keep the faith. Faith has to be utilize and tested. I know society has convinced us that things come easy but they are lying to us or short changing our manifestations. The secret to success is endurance and longevity. Anything is easy to obtain but the question is, can you keep it?


The trenches are made for the strong and the value of knowing your worth comes with some scars of the unknown. For instance, the friend that can't handle your vision so they withdraw from you or seem dry about your focused. The family member that wants to hold a grudge about everything or never supports you in your dream or aspirations. The obstacles that come daily and the adversary and his schemes, I can truly go on and on. I know you get my point. Which is stay focused and want it so bad that you can taste the victory, see it in the spirit realm and obtain it. For it is written nothing is impossible with God. He promised to finish the work he started in you until the end. (2 Timothy 4:7 I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith) (Job 13:15 Though he slay me, yet I wil trust in him, but I will maintain mine own ways before him) Job, is letting us know it doesn't feel good at the moment but I trust God and I will keep my ways pure before him. lacking nothing that will keep him from living a righteous life.


Affirmation: Nothing will stop my destiny! I won't quit now! Success is what I am obtaining!


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Comments

  1. UnknownOctober 5, 2017 at 11:05 AM

    Good afternoon my Cuzinn, but my Sister in Christ 🙌🏾. I Thank God for you everyday. If it wasn't for God up using you, I would be gone right now. When I loss my little brother to Suicide on May 8th of this year I was heading down the same path, bcuz Jay death hurt me bad. But In Thank God for you, bcuz without him using you I wouldn't be here today. I gave my life back to God almost a month ago. Stop drinking and smoking marijuana almost 2 weeks ago, after smoking almost 10-20 blunts a day. I know you served hundreds of patients with their body as a nurse. But now God has you serving thousands of people souls and I'm one of them. I'm glad you're not nurse no more, had you been I would be Dead now. You did that through God. Now that I'm a child of God the enemy his trying to get me through family, close friends. But God said I will never leave you or forsake you. I cry many nights, but I pray everyday all day. If I die right now I know I'm Heaven Bound Of how good that makes me feel 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾. God Bless You Sister. Keep preaching the Gospel, your live & posts are hitting more people than you thing. Through God you saved my life. I truly thank God for putting you in my life. I've made mistakes that I'm not proud of, but God forgave me and that's enough. I read my Bible, I pray and I've found a Bible Based Church where I feel the spirit of God as soon as I walk through the door. May God Continue to bless you. Love you my Beautiful Sister.

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  2. UnknownOctober 5, 2017 at 11:57 AM

    I'm so happy to see what God is doing in your life. Glory to God for utilizing me to plant seeds that he grows. Your testimony is deep but it's so refreshing to see what the power of God does. Everything you've endured you're keeping your peace. I love you to health!! Know that the enemy is mad he lost a soilder and he doesn't gracefully bow down so rise above his tactics and stay focused!

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